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It’s not that I don’t appreciate my life sober, but it’s like there are two different people battling inside of me. I want to be good, do good, be a worker among workers, a friend among friends. But there’s also this part of me that is so dissatisfied with everything, If I’m not living on the verge of death, I feel like I’m not really living.
Nic Sheff (via ramshacklechild)

Isn’t that the truth with all the bullshit that goes round & round in this fucked world?